So, I thought i'd treat this a bit of therapy on a lazy and lathargic Saturday Afternoon.

The content of this Blog, basically i wanted to talk about the journey i've been through in the last four months of my life. It's certainly been the most difficult months of my life. You see i've been trying to get somewhere since July this year, I didnt know where that was, i've taken many wrong path's, gone round in circles and gone back on myself, but i think im here now, I've finally arrived. It's pretty exciting being here now, I'd forgotten what it looked like and how it felt. It feels good.

So what happened four months ago i hear you ask? Well,she left, the one, my soulmate. She called me on Sunday afternoon and told me that she had fallen out of love with me. It s funny how your world view can change in a instant, everything you believe in, your plans for life, your morals, they are all ripped out from underneath you in a second, it sweeps you off your feet and when you begin to pick yourself up off the floor, you realise you hit the ground so hard that you've forgotten who you are. The only thing you know is that if you do begin to remember who you are, it wont matter, things have changed forever.

So this was me four months ago, stumbling around trying to remember who I was. Where my vision was clear and focused before, it felt like someone had picked me up and spun me around like a carosel. But as time went on I realised it was just the blinkers that had been removed. So here I am now, im not the same person, i'm different, but you know what im quite fond of the new me.

So this blog, a chance for me to communicate and for others to read who are or have been heartbroken and the need for those to realise they are not alone.

Lots of Love.

PMC x